How does it feel to know...

snl

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 16:56:51 GMT

Sean Connery: I pose a conundrum to you. A riddle, if you will.
Alex Trebek: I don't want to hear it.
Sean Connery: What's the difference between you and a mallard with a cold? One's a sick duck... I can't remember how it ends, but you're mother's a whore.

sssoooo

Tue, 16 Sep 2008 10:20:50 GMT

I'm sitting here in my bed and it is approximately 6 am. and i don't have to be up until around 11. i can't sleep, obviously. I don't know what compelled me to go to live journal, but here i am.

I'm tired, but i can't sleep, like i've had a lot of soda.

:(

well,

Sun, 08 Jun 2008 06:19:16 GMT

took my love, i took it down.

library.

Mon, 24 Mar 2008 17:32:12 GMT

so i'm in the Dowling library and i still have an hour until i have class. the beeping from people renting books out is really starting to annoy me. the kid to the left of me has a case of the sniffles and he needs to blow his fucking nose. The polish boy to the right of me is going apeshit with the scrolly thing on his mouse, yet another annoyance. ok. this kid needs to stop!.. god.. i've got sniffles and scrolly over here.. they should get together and make some sort of abstract band. whatever.. i would update you on my life , but there's nothing new . same old shit.

: D

yoyo yiggity yo

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 18:46:24 GMT

ok so.. right now im in the dowling cafe. and i have another 4 hours to go until my next class. Soo.. basically im listening to the across the universe soundtrack and that's about it. I am listening to this russian girl trying to flirt with this obviously american kid from brooklyn. it's really obnoxious, thick accents being thrown across the tablet at eachother. its actually comical. i think things are getting a little lost in translation...

anyway.. im listening to helter skelter.. and its the kind of song i wanna have like.. either an orgy to or drive really fast loll

yeahhh... im gonna go watch the teams lesson in about an hour.. cause im a team stalker... no i reallyjust want to go back on it.. and they are riding at the barn i grew up in..

P3@c3

soooo

Wed, 23 Jan 2008 06:08:06 GMT

ok so my dad's been away for the past 5 days an i really love it. i wish i was always home alone. the house is a little big to be alone in though, its a bit of a waste of space. i really want to move out. that's all that's on my mind right now. and the fact that i can't wait to buy more contacts tomorrow.. which is weird lol

work really sucks

Thu, 10 Jan 2008 03:54:02 GMT

i feel like i have nothing to write about.

i don't hate my life
i don't do drugs.
i'm not suicidal.
life's not that bad.
i guess.

hmm..

Tue, 08 Jan 2008 07:07:58 GMT

well..

i haven't posted in a long long long time.
I still go to Dowling.
I still work at Rite Aid.
I still love Tom. (<3)
I'm still an honest bitch.
I still love my friends.
The same friends i've had since like 7th grade.
I live with my dad.
I still drive my shitty sebring.
I still listen to the strangest mixture of music.
I don't drink as much.
I want to move away.
I still cry way too easily.
I have nightmares too often.
I have a pair of doves.
and i love them <3
I have a fishtank.
I pretend railroad tracks are jumps when im in my car.
I say headsup when i pass cars.
only a select few no what im talking about.
and i love that

Life's been good to me so far.

right.

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 16:38:25 GMT

well.. that's just dandy....

sure.

Wed, 15 Aug 2007 20:32:16 GMT

I'm in Starbucks right now. It's the only place i could sit and just chill by myself for hours and not feel uncomfortable. I love the music and how it's OK to bring your laptop and just chill for as long as you want. I'm leaving for Tom's work soon. i feel bad hes working by himself today, as well as having Bronchitis. I can't wait to go school shopping and for school to start. Being out of my house for extended periods of time excites me.

There are some things you just can't ruin.

what else is new..

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 05:25:32 GMT

so besides work nothings new. not really anyway...

luncheon with the family/tom in Brooklyn. it was pretty brutal, so i said i didn't feel well so we could leave. Then i started not feeling well for real, which sucked.
tom and i went to this place Krisch's and they have homemade ice cream and amazing BLTs.. it's a nice change from the outplayed diner scene.
tomorrow.. or today, however which way you look at it. . hanging with goooey. maybe movies. maybe not. maybe with people.. maybe not.. we can chill in his basement all day and night i really don't care.. as long as i'm with him.
i want a puppy. i think animals are therapeutic. a little more than this stupid journal.

middle finger to everybody who hate the - way we burn it up.

megggggg

Wed, 20 Jun 2007 22:50:47 GMT

yet again. i'm at meghan's house.

soon i'm going to Roo's house. Love that.

back from florida!

Mon, 11 Jun 2007 05:21:18 GMT

i'm in Meghan's house.

:) happy to be back!!

hmm..

Thu, 24 May 2007 22:22:33 GMT

well. these recent days have made me want to move. it's made me wish i could fast forward a few years to when i can get off the island and just get away. i feel like the past month is just surreal. i can't match events with dates, but they just blend together in a mesh of drama and information. I feel that no matter how mad i get at Tom, i end up loving him even more. Everytime we fight we get closer. maybe that's what marriage is supposed to be like. you fight and then hug . you argue then kiss.. whatever.. either way i love him.
school is over. .
i work one day a week... i'm trying to find something productive to do with my life as of right now..
monday i go to florida.. but i can't be offline for 10 days so i'm bringing my trusty laptop along with me.
i'm not really that thrilled about going away.
i think i have an absess in my tooth. i can't really open my mouth.

i guess ill be back later

everyone loves an actress.. but willl they love the play?

tired..

Tue, 08 May 2007 05:01:49 GMT

so ...I'm about to go to bed, and i decided to make an entry for some reason. today was pretty good. i got Versace glasses for when i dont have my contacts in. i think this was the most expensive thing i have ever bought. i had to pay an extra 125 dollars just to make the lenses thinner becuase im blind :\ i need a six month supply of contacts also.. so all together everything came out to ... 639$ !!!! i can't believe my dad actually paid for it. lol i was expecting him to just laugh and hang up. so im really excited for them to come in. they are so cute.

anyway... my birthday has come and gone and im now 19. ew. i'm getting way old.
im excited for the summer to come .
im excited for parties.
im excited for sleepovers <3
im excited for vacations.

i wanna fast forward my life. i am so sick of life. i wanna fast forward to when it will be easier. ill be older. tom will be older.

i dunno..

i miss him ... its been about 3 hours since ive seen him... and that's 3 hours too long... :(

<marquee> <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3<3</marquee>

Wed, 02 May 2007 04:49:22 GMT

MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 13:16:42 GMT

equestrian diner tonight at 6.
then meghan?

life is funny. people make fun of eachother, then they sleep with eachother, then they're back to hating eachother. lol i'll never understand old people lol

anyway... my birthday is in ... 4 days.!!!!

woohooooo.

i have to leave for class. this entry was really kind of pointless..

L8a

Tue, 24 Apr 2007 05:06:58 GMT

oh that's right this is a journal. ok. so let me write what's on MY mind then.

My relationship with my boyfriend has been rocky. we've had issues that were my fault. he knows about them. it's done with. we still love each other. i can't wait to eventually get married. and yeah. i already have names picked out for my future children cause i like thinking about names and stuff like that. ya know what else. i know what kind of engagement ring i want. and what kind of dress i want. i am completely proud of the fact that i love my boyfriend and think about my future. AND I DON'T CARE WTF anyone else thinks.

talk about weights being lifted off the shoulders. my life has been drama and gossip free for about 2 weeks now. it's pretty awesome.

i need to start taking horseback riding lessons, cause if i want to point out in the equest. team next semester, i'm gonna have to take a lesson every week ughh.. that's 55 dollars a week..

sooo... the pharmacy cut my hours from 20 hours a week to 18 to 14 to 12. they are apparently getting in trouble for being over hours. oh well. more time to see my babycakes <33 gooey

gooey gooey gooey gooey rockin everywhere.. <3 lol

i should go to bed. i have to be up at 8:30.
Peace

hey everyone

Mon, 23 Apr 2007 19:18:28 GMT

i haven't left a post in a long-ass time.
i'm still happilly taken.
i work at rite aid in the pharmacy, and i really like it.
i am on the Dowling Equestrian Team.
America's Next Top Model is my favorite TV show.
this weather puts me in a great mood.
i'm at meghan's house... but what else is new.

later...

im the duff

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 04:23:22 GMT

yea why is it that i only get attention from guys when i'm happily taken?? can someone answer me that? seriously.

<3 evvs

hey baby

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 05:21:33 GMT

.

Sooooo, you take the first sentence or so of the first entry of each month, post it here, maybe comment on how you feel about it now. . . that sorta thing. You get it, it's not that hard.

I do this every once in a while and it's funny every time.

1. Take your LJ username and replace each letter with the corresponding number (A=1, B=2, etc.)

L-12
A-1
C-3
E- 5

A-1
N-14
D-4

L-12
O-15
V-22
E-5
R-18
S-19

2. Add all the numbers together to create a kind of super number.
126

3. Make a note of the first digit of this number, then add the digits of the number together.
First digit-- 1. Together-- 9

4. Find the post of this number in your LJ. If you don't have that many posts, add the digits together again. Keep doing so until the number is smaller than your pathetic number of posts.
[19 Jul 2006|02:03am]

5. Take the digit you noted in step 3, and count that many words into the post.
"I'm"

6. Use the resulting word in a Google Image Search, and select a picture from the first page.

hahah

hey everybody

Thu, 14 Sep 2006 19:03:49 GMT

so here's whats new. i quite bed bath and beyond. I work in the mall at the petcompany. i love it. its amazing ,best job ever. i got a widescreen laptop and i love it.

dowling is pretty cool. i am joining orchestra. i guess i should get a standup bass before i join. hmm...so thats about it on that.

i love tom more than i ever have. he's just amazing. he's like no one i have ever met or will ever meet. i love him so much. i haven't seen him in two days and i miss him like crazy. c ya tomorrow pooky.

<33333
tata for now

so yea

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 09:32:19 GMT

2 days until the party.
24 days utnil college starts.
2 weeks until my friends go away to college :[
8.5 hours until i see tom.

just showing you some countdowns going on in my life

but everything is pretty awesome right now. life is good. the job is ok. it could be worse. my car is fixed. the dentis gone, and the guy scrubbed it, so its all shiny. someone loves me more than his bike, and i appreciate that lol. <3 life is swell

<3 ahha i wonder if people are getting sick of me say that life is awesome. lol... ha i don't have to sugarcoat.. my life's already pretty sweet.

i know, that was gay, suck it :]

i'm outtie ( it reminds me of clueless everytime i say ::or type:: that)

<3

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 08:44:24 GMT

moulin rouge just makes me wanna cuddle up to him and just lay in his arms. not that i don't already want to do that to him all the time lol. i love you so much tom. nothing can come in between us, ever. we're together for good. i can't wait to have like.. little toms and christinas hahah... me and you, matt and meg. we're all meant to be. . :)

come what may, i will love you, until my dying day. suddenly the world seems such a perfect place, suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace, suddenly my life doesnt seem such a waste.. it all revolves around you, and theres no mountain to high , no river to wide sing out this song and ill be there by your side, storm clouds may gather and stars may collide..i will love you until the end of time. come what maaaay... come what maaaay.

just wanted to belt that out. cause its how i feel. i know, i'm gay. lol.

moulin rouge makes me giddy :):):):):)

outtie

<333

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 07:00:45 GMT

I LOVE HIM MORE THAN WORDS CAN EXPLAIN!!!!!!!!!!! ... just letting everyone know :)

<td align="center"> Christina --
[noun]:

A Goddess